Fear Of Flying
by Elizabeth Black
Gina Hartlove gripped the armrests so hard her knuckles
blanched. This
plane is going to crash, and I'm going to be tossed in dozens of pieces all
over the Rocky Mountains. I'm not going to make it. She was glad she had lowered the shade on the
window so she couldn't see outside. Why couldn't the plane go down over one of
the plain states that were so flat entire counties could act as a runway? At
least over Ohio she'd have a chance to survive. The plane lurched as it maneuvered
a pocket of turbulence, and Gina tasted bile and her three cups of coffee jump
in the back of her throat.
Matt's touch on her hand felt warm against her clammy skin.
"Here, Sweetie, drink this. It'll help you feel better." Her hand shook so much when she wrapped her
fingers around the paper cup he had to steady her grip. "It's ginger tea.
It'll settle your stomach."
"I don't need tea to settle my stomach." She
whined. "I need the plane's wheels firmly on the ground."
"We won't be up here much longer. I promise. Another
hour and we'll be taxiing the runway on our way to the arrival gate."
"That's an hour too long." She squeezed her eyes
shut and swallowed hard as she sipped the tea. Tangy ginger warmed her throat
and settled in her stomach.
"Breathe." Matt whispered in her ear. "Take
in a few deep breaths. That'll help." He patted her hand and rose.
"You're doing better than you think you are. In fact, you're doing so well
I have a surprise for you."
She opened her eyes and stared at him, pleading with him to
not leave her alone in this sheet metal flying coffin. "Where are you
going? I don't want you to leave."
"The flight attendant has more Dramamine. I'll get some
for you. And you need to eat. The only things you have in your stomach are coffee,
ginger tea, and stomach acid." He squeezed her arm and kissed her on her
sweating forehead. "I'm not going far. I'll take care of you. Just keep
breathing. I'll be right back."
Guys said "I'll be right back" all the time in
horror movies and they never returned. Gina didn't want to be left alone even
if Matt were gone for only thirty seconds. That was thirty seconds too long. "Be
quick," she whimpered. "I don't want to be alone here. And what
surprise are you talking about?"
"If I tell you, it won't be a surprise." He
grinned. "You'll like it. It'll make all the agony of this trip
worthwhile. You're doing great, by the way. Much better than our last
flight."
She knew he was right. He always took good care of her.
They'd been dating steadily for three years, and they were so close they
finished each other's sentences. Matt was her soul mate. She couldn't imagine
living without him. Other men had little patience for her fear of flying. The
two men she dated prior to Matt refused to understand her sheer terror at being
in a tin box at 35,000 feet. After several flights where she all but saw a
gremlin on the plane's wing they abandoned her like lost luggage at the ground
level carousel.
Matt was different. He patiently worked with her fear, even
sometimes going on driving trips rather than flying. They had flown four times
already, all short trips. This time, the trip was five hours from Boston Logan
to LAX so they could vacation at Disneyland. She'd always wanted to see
Disneyland, and they took time off from work to go. One year ago she never
would have even considered the trip. Now, she wondered if she had bitten off
more than she could chew, but she trusted Matt would take good care of her. She
didn't know what she would do without Matt. She trusted him with her life.
She leaned back in her seat and closed her eyes. Taking
deep, heaping breaths, she willed her body to relax. First, her feet. She
uncurled her toes and wiggled them until the cramps in her arches subsided.
Then, she stretched her legs until the kinks unraveled. Her stomach was a lost
cause so she concentrated on her arms. She flexed her hands and fingers until
the color returned to them. By the time Matt returned with the flight
attendant, she felt less frantic than she had for the past four hours.
"Ma'am, here's something that will help settle your
motion sickness." The flight attendant's nametag read "Julie",
just like on that old TV show "The Love Boat". Gina popped the pill
into her mouth and swallowed it with the cup of ginger ale on ice Julie handed
her. Matt grabbed her hand and placed a small bag of Smokehouse almonds in it.
She wasn't hungry but maybe the nuts would settle her stomach. She chose to eat
them later, after she drank more of the ginger ale. As she slipped the bag into
her jeans pocket, Matt gently took her by the wrist and pulled her hand out.
"Please eat them. It's important."
"But I'm not hungry. I don't think I'll eat again for
the rest of my life."
"Please, Gina, just eat them. Open the bag.
Please?" He pleaded with her, puppy dog eyes gazing at her so eagerly she acquiesced
and tore open the bag. Matt stared at her with a very strange smile on his
face. What's he up to? He said he had a
surprise for me...
She dipped two fingers into the bag and expected to touch nuts
but something round confused her. Not sure what exactly was in the bag, she
gripped the object, removed it, and held it up. Light shined against facets,
breaking up into a myriad rainbow points. The ring's silver band held the carat
diamond, and the sight of it took her breath away so quickly she forgot her
motion sickness. People in adjacent seats gazed upon the display with interest
and delight. A blue-haired old woman raised her eyebrows and let loose a faint
squeal of joy as her lips rounded in an "O" the same size as the
ring. A young married couple in the seats to the right one aisle ahead of them
giggled as if they were in on the surprise.
"Matt? I ... oh, my ... this ... wow ..." She
couldn't muster more words than those, poor expressions of the joy and
disbelief she felt.
Matt knelt before her on one knee and took her by the hand.
He slipped the ring onto her left ring finger and gave her hand a squeeze.
"Do you like the ring?"
"I love it!"
"Will you marry me?"
"Of course I will!" The moment she accepted the
passengers erupted in whoops of congratulations. The blue-haired old woman slapped
Matt so hard on the back he tipped forward onto his knees. Overcome with
laughter and tears of joy, Gina held her hand in front of her face and admired
her new station in life, symbolized by the endless circle of her new engagement
ring.
Matt shook the nuts onto his palm and fed them to her, one
at a time. "Now that that's settled, let's get your stomach settled. Eat
these almonds and drink your ginger ale. That's an order."
"Yes, sir!" So delighted was Gina that she
momentarily forgot her ailments. It wasn't until Matt reminded her that her
stomach flip-flopped, but nearly as harshly as it had earlier. Somehow the
promise of a wonderful future with him eased her suffering. She knew now that
regardless of the turbulence in her life, whether 35,000 feet in the air or
with her feet planted firmly on the ground, she'd always have Matt by her side.
A little motion sickness wouldn't hurt her. With joy in her heart, she turned
to the window, lifted the shade, and gazed outside. The Rockies loomed below,
their sheer majesty overpowering her vertigo. What a beautiful view! And what a
beautiful future!
What a sweet post!
ReplyDeleteLove the way he surprised her with the ring.
ReplyDeleteI love this! Gave me goosebumps, too. The build up was so subtle I didn't see it coming when he forced he nuts on her. Beautifully written, a lovely story. Thank you!
ReplyDeleteThank you for the lovely comments! They made my day. :)
ReplyDeleteLove the surprise in the little bag. So perfect
ReplyDeleteAwwww .... I will think of this story next time I'm in a plane feeling uncomfortable!
ReplyDeleteGreat story, loved the surprise.
Very sweet and imaginative marriage proposal. I could feel her hope for their new future.
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